look at the stars!

Airca

Alec

Junior

Waitress

Beatles’ Love Child

Premature Alien Baby

Polar Bear Train

Chewbacca

Carly

Jordan

anyone want to go to Stinky Sneaker with me tomorrow at Meridian?

(via oxiidation)

i’m so sick of this soberness.

blahhh

is it weird that i got senioritis in 8th grade and never recovered?

i want summer.

mostly because its freezing cold here and its not normal that my toes are numb for 3 hours after i have been inside.

i miss not having to be motivated. which is now, i’m not motivated, but i should be.

i miss NY so much.

i miss the ocean.

i miss camping and the stars.

i miss sleep.

i miss everything before it happened.

Alyssa,

• I forgot to ask Andrue for a high five.
• It was sort of awkward around Cam Cole?
• So many people were gone.
• daikon radishes are so good
• my parents aren’t getting a divorce

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fuckdamn today sucked. i honestly don’t feel like i can trust people anymore. i never thought i’d get to the point where i was this numb, emotionless bastard who doesn’t let anyone get close to him, but that’s how i feel right now. i’m so fucking sick of people lying to me. not one goddamn person will ever tell me the truth. and then i have to drive hone with a fucking broken radio and be forced think about my shitty day. and i couldn’t find anyone to buy pot from after school and the stupid fucking cashier wouldn’t even sell me lighters cause im not 18. i mean who the fuck knew you had to be 18 to buy lighters? i sure as hell didn’t. and i’m just fucking sick of all my relationships ending the same. the beginning’s middle’s are always okay for the most part, and then they end the relationship on a fucking lie and it makes me think anything they’ve ever told me was untrue. it ruins everything that would have otherwise been a nice relationship (except for kadance, that shit fucking sucked). and i just hate that no one is ever honest with me. and then i look like a giant asshole who thinks he’s better than everyone. and i don’t! it’s not my fault i weigh the possibilities that something i do could hurt someone and all my ex’s don’t. i don’t know why they do it. but i just don’t want to let anyone do it again. i just feel so fucking numb. somebody rescue me. i’m fucking drowning here.

1st thing, I don’t trust anyone either..with anything.

2nd thing, I’ve been feeling so numb lately too! either numb or angry.

3rd thing, how are you not 18?! I thought you were like 25. You can buy lighters here if you’re 16. But seriously your music is so mature for you to be under 18.

haha hey thanks a lot. i appreciate it. i’m 16, but i guess people usually think i’m a bit older. good to know it comes through in my music.

there is NO WAY you are 16. No possible way.

yeah… i am haha. i turn 17 in march. is it really that shocking?

I’m shocked. I thought you were in college..like a junior in college. I turn 17 in March too hahaha.

but really your music is so good i didn’t expect you to be my age.

Wow. That’s awesome haha. Thanks so much for the compliment. It means a lot.

you’re welcome, I hope you feel better. People are shitty and I’m sorry you’ve had bad experiences but I think you are getting all the bad ones out of the way early and Karma will get them back for you while you’re happy :) I’m sure you’ll get some weed tomorrow too so don’t dwell on that one hahaha.

For my Leadership class we went to the Veteran’s Home to hand out Holiday cards and visit with them. Well, we were talking to this one old man and this girl asked him what he did in his spare time. No one understood what he responded except for me. So they asked him, “What did you say?” and he said, “What do you think I said?” and then he turned to me and said, “I know you heard me.” and winked.

He said “Fight.”

I asked him just to clarify, “Did you say fight? Like a Fight Club?” and he turned to the guy next to him and they exchanged a look and remained silent until a question not involving Fight Club came up.

MLIA right?

So awesome.